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Monday, October 31

SEVEN papers down!
TWELVE papers more!

oh well, seriously, i can't wait anymore. it's like so near yet so far. -SCREAMS. can someone just make time pass faster, please?

okay. after the o levels, i wanna.. -THINKS.

highlight my hair and do treatment
go for manicure and pedicure
shop for new clothes (and my prom dress)
dance till i drop
go clubbing
go chalets and have fun with my friends
accompany darling for lunch everyday when he starts working
earn my own allowance (hopefully, i can find a job)
... and the list goes on. blah blah blah.

HAHA. i've even planned for our first anniversary and my birthday, when darling hasn't even planned for his birthday chalet. oh well, according to yee loo, i think alot, which is true. -GRINS. and instead of calling me mrs good temper, she calls me ms think alot. yee loo, you also think ALOT can. still say me. lalala.

some goodbyes. -taught by wilson.

yeah! it's our tenth month tmr. three hundred and four days together. ((:

darling, I LOVE YOU*

2:29:00 PM

Friday, October 28

fuck fuck fuck!
TWO more days to chinese o levels.
oh, FUCK!
and NINE more days to social studies and e maths paper one.
-SCREAMS & RUNS AWAY.

okay okay, study xinyi. STUDY!
rah. i haven't even started social studies. aiya, i'll still fail history. i think history has some fucking problem with me. i failed for two whole years. i think i passed like only once? yes, that's how pathetic i am. but, oh well, i'm trying to psycho myself that i love geography, which is obviously a lie, so that i would study harder for that. i'm not sure if it's working for me, yet. somehow, anyhow, i'd make sure it's gonnna work la.
tsk. never mind. i'm more confident of e maths, chemistry and physics now. i guess i'd be able to do better then what i did in the prelims. no no, i am gonna do better in the o levels.
anyway, the practicals are over, two down! whee. out of sixteen papers. it'd be all over in TWENTY days. yeah! now, i'm getting all hyper. again. alright, i'm off to study for chinese. yike! i hate it, but do i've a choice? i don't think so, or rather, i don't.

darling, i love love love you! -MUACKS.
six minus one, STUDY HARD! we'd play hard together after o levels. jia you, girls!
kor kor, i miss you. -AWWW.

8:35:00 AM

Wednesday, October 5

oh wells. grins. ((=
i guess i did better than i expected for prelims. phewws. i didn't expect to pass my physics. but i did better for chemistry. strangely. alright, at least my results improved. a few grades for most of them. daddy and mummy are happy. luckily.

on saturday, we went shopping. i spent at least 15o bucks. but mummy didn't complain. not at all. even promised to get me a Guess wallet for birthday present. whees. and i got a new mp3. from my god-aunt. she bought it. for herself. but decided to give me. i didn't ask for it.

and and and. mummy asked me to bring darling back for dinner at my granny's house. but obviously, i'm not gonna do that. i'm not ready. neither is he. hahaas. so yeas.

darling, love you. study hard! -hugs-

3:37:00 PM