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Thursday, June 16

happy birthday, soo!
let me dedicate this to you.
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to soo ying,
happy birthday to you!
HAHAS. i feel crappy again.

yupps. we went to soo's chalet yesterday to celebrate her sweet sixteen birthday with her. ((= but before that, i met jin yi. we went for brunch( which is breakfast+lunch) at long john silver. both of us werent ourselves. we're rather temperamental. i mean i've always been like that. hahas. after lunch, we went for monster-in-law. the show's really funny. and i'm praying real hard that my mother-in-law wont turn into a monster-in-law. uh, i know it's still a long way more, but can you imagine if your mother-in-law is like that. i'll just kill myself. no, i'll kill her. really terrible. anyways, we're freezing in the cinema la. so freaking cold. okayys, here comes the happy part. jin yi finally agreed to take neoprints with me again. i know, silly me. but it's really hard getting princey into that place. hahas. met yee loo. went down to downtown east and played pool. had fun till yee loo got a call from someone i didnt really wanted to meet. a complete lost of mood to continue playing. so we finished up our last game and left. to meet her. dont wanna say what she wore or whatsoever. i've no comments. and i dont wish to comment. went to soo's chalet, left our things there and we went to chill. right, chill. hahas. slacked at one of the shelter thingy. was resting on jin yi and yee loo was trying hard not to laugh. i dont know why. but i love her weirdness. ((= after enough rest, i felt really hungry. went back to soo's chalet and there were lots of food. hahas. obviously, i ate lots too. and i think it's the first time i even eat at a bbq. and ate loads. after clearing the food soo gave us, we had her birthday cake. the chocolate on the top layer was my favourite. and also yee loo's hate. so yeas, i ate it for her and she had my non-chocolate part. smart, hur. went off and bought booz. didnt get check. lucky us. then walked to the pasir ris park. it's darn dark. but romantic. hahas. three of us had our romantic scroll. went to one of the break waters. and we played with the candles i brought. made a heart. it's really nice. hehes. and guess what. we took an hour opening the stupid booz. and in the end, i've 5 cuts on my fingers. fish. nvms. and our last resort to open it was to break it. and jin yi did, after a few attempts though. but there's a glass piece inside. didnt finish the drink, was scared of the stupid glass that went it. wasted 1 buck? hahas. nothing much after that. it's all personal stuffs. so yeas. okayys, i'm real crappy. that's why i'm blogging.

i love you and you're the one i want all my life.
muacks. <33

11:35:00 AM

Tuesday, June 7

blog, blog, blog. okayys. i shall blog.
screams__* i gotta get this off my chest! i screwed the tjc dance audition up and i hate that! my chance of getting into tjc is smaller now. sheesh.
fine. i shall look on the bright side. vjc invited me. got their red carpet invitation. bleghs. it's even harder to get in. it's okayys. look on the bright side.
cheated. yeas. i feel darn cheated. boy, now i'm telling you this, i seriously hate you. hate you right to the core! you lied once and again. again and again. forget about getting back. it's out of the question now. totally. being fickled-minded is not a reason, but an excuse. why bother thinking of millions of lies to cover up? no matter what happens from today onwards, we can never be the same. never ever. when the truth turns into a lie, this is how i feel. and this is also how you make me feel everytime. now, i'm saying bye to all these. to you, to the past. i'm moving on, so please, dont hold me back anymore. i've got enough.
uh-hur! i'm bored. stuck at home. gonna study later. boos. miss my darlings. princey! i miss you. hehes. love you. 8 more days and i'll see you. yeahs! then i'll see all my darlings at soo's chalet. my cool babe, i miss you too. glad to have you all in my life. my darling korkor too! muacks.
[[ his princess ]]
xinyi__*

10:22:00 AM