Well it was like the wind
Off my feet you blew,
And I fell headfirst,
Head over heels in love.

Then like the wind
You blew again
Till I'm lost in
your whirlpool of confusion

tossed and turned
my will grew weak
pushed and pulled
my heartstrings torn

all alone lost in the woods
I cry, but who hears
Your taunting haunts,
Eternal Halloween.

Now stronger I stand,
Merciless you've become
Now once again you blew
Like the strongest wind.

© Copyright 2004 Jasna Shah (FictionPress ID:433913). All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Jasna Shah.


the above poem is written by nat. for me. kkv, this was what i went thru. now you know how much i've been thru. and the reasons and answer to your question.

hmms. just finish doing my tuition homework. so good girl, rites? lols. yupps yupps. now resting my brain. later still gotta go study for my chemistry. urgh! my chemistry sucks big time. so yeas, must study harder. okayys. i had a good time on sat. didnt study at all. so i guess i've to put in extra effort to do my work. uh, it's sec1 cca promotion day on sat. supposed to report at 7. but i left my house at 7. luckily daddy fetch. wasnt that late. saw beau, walked into school with her. crap a whole lot. and of cuz, told her bout the cute guy! hehes. was rather slack before the performance. lols. uh, the performance was not bad, i think. from the cheers and all, i can conclude. later on, went to our booth. was beautifully decorated. thanks, juniors!! the seniors were super high. did lots of silly stuffs. real fun, man. then, they had music playing at the booth. we danced, danced, and danced. like we were on drugs. really darn high. lols. they even played the zouk cd. then heard some parents say that we're like clubbing. oops. oh ya, drama people can dance!! gosh. they are really good. -claps- nothing much after that. only that we broke all rules on that day without getting any bookings. lols. ending here. cyas.

//ii miss uu// muacks.
loves all.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! to everyone. put the past behind you and move on. this is something i've learnt in 2004. yeas. so i'm moving on. and my 2005 has a good starting. a very sweet one, i would say. hmms. i shall update you guys bout what happened in the last few days of 2004.

-29th dec 2004-
eve, erica and i went to meet joshua and daryl for lunch. were supposed to go for seoul garden, but full hse. so we went for pizza hut instead. shared a set for 6 but there were only 5 of us. hahas. yeas. so we had more than we can even eat. but our mr gentleman, joshua, with us, no worries. we didnt have food wastage. hahas. he ate all that we couldnt finish. which was quite a lot. lols. but he's still so skinny. it's so unfair. hmpff! after lunch, we went to take neoprints. it's real funny. cuz the machine had 3 cameras, and it just flashes red for 3 times for you to know which camera is taking the photo. so all of us were looking out for the flash. but it didnt help much as the red flash flashes really fast. hahas. our neoprints turn ou batter than expected though. yeas. quite fun la. hahas. the ups and downs photo-taking session. uh-huh. joshua and daryl left after we visited the arcade. cuz people like me, eve and erica just walk ard aimlessly and had no idea what we should do. hahas. in the end, after joshua and daryl left, we went for coffee bean. eve bought dont know what, but it had erica's name and we shared it. hahas. not bad arhs. ((:

-30th dec 2004-
woke up late. didnt go to school for dance. oops. supposed to get up at 7.30, leave the hse by 8 to reach school at 9, in time for dance. but instead, i woke up at 12. and by that time, dance would have ended. hahas. so i called eve. woke her up from her sleep. hahas. sorry, dear. asked erica along too. eve was supposed to meet me at 12.30. but she only reach one. half an hour late. it's okayys. then i told erica that she can take her own sweet time because our dear eve was late. eve and i went down to town together. met terrence at cineleisure. ate at long john silver. waited for erica. she was late, as usual. reached only about 2? hahas. terrence was even asking me how many somerset there is in singapore and maybe erica went to the wrong somerset. hahas. done with lunch, went to play pool. not really my first time. but i think it's the very first time i played it properly. terrence taught me how to play. had fun, enjoyed everything except the techno music that was blasted thru the speakers placed just above our table. yeas, it's loud. and i dont like teachno. oh yeas, how can i forget how the incident that my beloved mei actually hit some guy's ass with the stick? lols. yes, eve hit some guy's ass. so funny. okay, shant be mean to elaborate on it. hahas. and with xinyi ard, of course, we'll take neoprints. yupps. i had to pull terrence in. but he took willingly. uh, erica left after that. and eve wanted to watch gong fu hustle. and i was going to meet my wei wen. he was treating me gelare and movie. so i asked eve to come along. yupps. we (eve, terrence and i) walked from orchard down to somerset and from there down to dhoby ghaut. it wasnt as far as we thought. terrence went off on our way to dhoby ghaut. and as usual, we were late. hahas. met wei wen at 6.45 instead of 6.30. sorry. hmms. went to play ddr with eve. and because wei wen already booked tix for gong fu hustle, we had to check if there was another seat. then, we went to eat gelare, everything was on him. talked cock a bit then went to play ddr again. i enjoy it, really. although not that pro. yupps. wei wen went to get the tix. watched gong fu hustle. dont think it's nice. only the computer effects are nice. dont really like it. although eve loves it. perharps it's just that her stephen chow acted it in. hahas. the show ended at ard 10.40? wei wen sent me home. reached home at ard 11plus going 12.

-31 dec 2004-
dont know why, woke up like 8. so early. then used the computer. tried jio-ing eve. but the piggy was still sleeping. called millions of times. finally she got up. hahas. met my baby boy at 12.40. went town. shopped ard before meeting erica and eve. yupps. went to watched meet the fockers, which was nc 16. but we didnt encounter any problems getting in. oh ya, andrew and alton came along too. after show, we went to the toilet. it was flooded with people. the gents was kinda empty. but the ladies had a q. what a popular toilet cineleisure has. hahas. then, we ate at mos burger. only had a cup of corn soup, a few fries and 2 nuggets. shared with my baby boy. then off we went. to COUNTDOWN. i had the best countdown ever. seriously. bacause of my baby boy. hehes. so sweet. it's 2005!! and i spent it with my baby boy and my darling friends. and we only saw electrico performing. was good. the crowd wasnt that high. ya. but who cares. after everything, went erica's place to stay over. eve too. slept ard 4? woke up at 1 plus. slack ard before going home. reached home at ard 6. mummy wasnt home. think she went shopping. hahas. yupps. that's all, i guess.

-xinyi`* loves you. muacks.